Honestly, I've always been an advocate that if you don't like something anymore (like a show), it's better to just leave it there rather than have it continue to make me feel like I'm wasting my time. That's my opinion, of course, so I can only speak for myself and say that's the reason I'm still here. But the series still makes me happy and at the end of the day it is what I value most, that it still generates something for me. Idk man, I don't usually have this kind of relationship with the shows I consume, but I guess I've accepted that this show is some kind of comfort for me (and I mean, there are many personal reasons I can't debate) . It's more complicated than that but I guess I also admit that I have an appreciation for the series and it would be fucking weird to me if from one moment to the next it is no longer producing new episodes (Stockholm syndrome much?).
I don't think my feelings decide the future of the show, but I guess in that sense I'm grateful to the show. Leaving aside the moments of joy it still brings me, because man just look at my damn report card; Should I use a 6/5 for an episode from the HD era? I guess I'm crazy. I mean, yes, the series isn't perfect and its last few years have been difficult (referring to the HD era in general), but that's not the reason I'm grateful, it's the fact that thanks to these yellow muppets that have made me meet a lot of great people. And maybe I wouldn't have met them if this show wasn't in its damn 35th season: that would be a "what if" if anything. These yellow puppets have helped me with many things that seem ridiculous (they have made me feel less ashamed for expressing my tastes, but they are ridiculous things that matter a lot to me (man, you don't know what a nervous mess I am that every time I post something my stomach cringes at what people will think of me). At the end of the day it helps me distract myself from reality for a minute and either watching or discussing an episode brings me some happiness and comfort (even in episodes that are bad, it still happens). They're fun to discuss because with the people on this forum.) I'm going to sum it up with a quote from this very series, as contradictory as it is, it sums up my strange and confusing feelings about this show:
Lisa: "Hate-watching, hate-voting and now a hate-cation? Why can't everyone just enjoy things they like?"
Homer: "Because things you like don't fill you with delicious, delicious rage."
Only it doesn't fill me with anger, on the contrary, it fills me with... Happiness. And that's what I think leads me to why I'm still with this series. The fact that I still love these characters, at the end of the day I still feel very connected to this world. They still make me feel something, not just disinterest. They still mean a lot to me and I still look forward to each new episode (no matter what my posts sometimes say). And in the end no one can take that away from me... But why is Sandboy so thoughtful? If it's just a cartoon? Oops my bad, I think I wrote another cheesy and redundant bible about the series. But yeah, just my silly two cents on this.
I'm sure I'm going to regret writing this but this was a pretty rough week for me.