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Well, this is my official goodbye. Today I am officially moved in to a homeless shelter. I really wish my life didn't resort to this, but... it has.

The upside to this is I am more than motivated to get my shit together; bye-bye pot. Hello.... life. I can't say I'm never going to smoke weed again, but I can promise that it won't be for a while; the shelter drops you every few days. I'd care more, you know, if I had money to spend, a secure job, my own place... I'll get all of those in due time.

Last time I smoked was the day before I made that blog and I've regretted it ever since. My life... I need to prioritize. I don't want to be remembered as that dude who posted on here who was addicted to weed and never bothered to get his life back on track.

I don't know when I'll be on here again. I'm hoping by the end of the summer I can get my shit figured out. BUT, until I do... goodbye, nohomers. I honestly feel closer to a lot of the members here than I do my friends in real life. I've told secrets on here that I couldn't possibly tell anyone in real life.

It's not just this site, it's every site. The ONLY sites I may go on would be like YouTube or Pandora, on the offside chance I decide to write and need music to listen to.

So... goodbye. I hope this shelter thing only lasts a little while and isn't like a year thing or anything. My main goal is to get a job and find the cheapest place I can live. Will I succeed? Well, you'll find out if I ever come back on nohomers. Farewell friends(and enemies). Till we meet again...
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  1. kupomog's Avatar
    It's an unfortunate situation, but it definitely could have been avoided with preventative action and a bit more prioritizing early on. Hopefully knowing that will, in fact, help motivate you and change your lifestyle for the future. Adult life is no joke, as you can tell.

    Good luck and take care.
  2. D'ohmer's Avatar
    Hey man, I'm really sorry about this. I wish you the best of luck in getting your life back together, I know you can. Until next time friend. I'll miss you
  3. Nicky's Avatar
    Sometimes, our hardest fall to the bottom can turn into our biggest rise to the top. Good luck.
  4. Kid Moe's Avatar
    Really sucks to hear this, man. Hopefully, everything will work out in your favor, and you'll be able to rise up from the ashes and prevail. Good luck, pal. We'll all miss you.
  5. Jims's Avatar
    Good luck.
  6. lionelhutz123's Avatar
    This is a fresh start skylark. Things may seem bleak, but trust me, you're going to come out on top of this. Being right on the cusp of change is when things feel the most anxious and the most disheartening, but it gets better. Don't even think of it as a transition. Just make the best of it and things will fall into place. You're a good person with a good heart and God is working with you. You have what it takes to get where you want and you're on the right path. I'm not going to say goodbye but I will salute you.
  7. Ryan's Avatar
    Good luck, Skylark. Hope we may see you back if only that means you reformed.
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  9. pilcrow's Avatar
    I'm very sorry to hear that. You're a great guy, and I know that you'll be able to turn things around. Best of luck this summer, and I wish you all the best.
  10. BuyMyCereal's Avatar
    Even though I barely know you, I really feel bad about what you're going through. I do have a feeling that we'll see you again soon.
  11. King of Infinite Space's Avatar
    Jesus Christ. :twitch: I'll admit to only ever skim reading most of your blogs, and so I had an idea that things were bad....but I didn't think they were this bad. I sometimes give you shit for going on and on about how your job and living arrangements suck (and bringing my mood down), but I mean it when I say that I hope things pick up for you.
  12. white light's Avatar
    Best of luck man! Keep pushing and you'll be back on track.
  13. Startug's Avatar
    Yeah. I didn't have an idea it was this bad either. Mr. Miller, I can only wish the best for your tough journey.
  14. Elliot76's Avatar
    Wow man, this is so unfortunate. Good luck, I truly wish you the best.
    I'm sure we'll see you posting again.

    Keep safe!
  15. tyler's Avatar
    best of luck to you, even though if you aren't coming here you won't see this. get your shit together buddy, and c'mon back.
  16. Xaiv's Avatar
    Please make it a point to come back when you feel comfortable with where you are in your life. Don't forget about us!
  17. |Mr.Sparkle|'s Avatar
    Hope everything goes well man, I know we haven't talked in forever but I remember chatting with you a bit a long while ago. I never really get on this site anymore but I'm sad to see you leave no the less. Hope everything begins to go better dude. I believe in you!
  18. lionelhutz123's Avatar
    beat it stranger ^