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Financial Panther

What do you people want from me?

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What do you guys want from me? To leave? Well that's not going to happen. I've tried taking a break from this site, but my Simpsons obsession doesn't allow that, and if people are just going to continue to bash me when I return, I see no point. I've tried just posting about Simpsons and not bothering anyone, but that appeared unacceptable to people for some reason. I have BEGGED people to tell me exactly what I can do to better myself, but all I receive are insults or the occasional cryptic message like "find validation in yourself." What the hell does that mean? I have tried being very nice to the people here when explaining my side of things, but I have not received that kind of treatment in return. There's something I'm doing that isn't satisfying people here, and I can't put my finger on what it is. If you could keep from insulting me and just try to COMMUNICATE with me, I think we could put this whole fiasco behind us and get back to happily boarding together.
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  1. OldSchoolerSimpsons's Avatar
    I can't believe you are so naive. You should ABSOLUTELY apologize for that message considering you talked shit about people you let down. Not only because it was meanspirited, but also because it shows how dishonest you are and how you really don't take any advice from us at all.
    I don't give a flying rat's fuck how "private" it was, it still shows you are selfish and not have learned anything. The fact that you deliberately try to avoid apologizing for it makes you even more so.

    And before you go "Oh shut up OSS", I'll have you know I don't enjoy this. I don't get any joy out of telling you to fuck yourself, but I just can't stand you being on this board acting like this, like someone who thinks he earns the right to post about a show on a message board just because the others apparently have "overreacted". I am absolutely baffled over how poorly you have treated Torrens. Nobody was nicer to you in this time than her.

    I could try like pkkao and Ryan and give you "constructive criticism", but I think it's completely useless since you keep putting fingers in your ears and refuse to admit you're wrong and act like you have repented even though you haven't. You didn't even delete the addresses! No matter how many times you were told to do it, you didn't.

    You don't think you have a reason to own to everything? Guess what? You do, pal. When you realize none of your repetitive excuses work, don't you think it's time to stop making excuses?????

    Jesus. I am so done with you. I am so done. And you used to be my friend as well.
  2. Ryan's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Financial Panther
    I'm not owning up to EVERYTHING because I don't think I have a reason to. There's a difference between showing humility and turning over and giving everyone what they want. I'm not apologizing for a PM I sent asking why I was being treated in a certain way, because it was a PRIVATE message as an inquiry about something I didn't know the answer to.
    It doesn't matter. We still have seen it. Until you stop this arrogant, proud way of thought then there's no hope in the matter, ever.
  3. Ryan's Avatar
    Please stop using black text, OSS.
  4. Financial Panther's Avatar
    I didn't talk shit about people. I asked why they were allowed to insult me. I'm not going to apologize for asking about that. That doesn't have anything to do with being dishonest.
  5. kupomog's Avatar
    I'm allowing them to insult you because at this point you've completely whittled away any good will I had towards you. I don't trust you. I'm literally made uncomfortable by your presence. If another mod wants to step in to be all proper and shit, be my guest. I'm not giving you your access back. You are poison to this place.

    Seeing you imply the backlash to your pre-meditated rape plans was blown out of proportion tells me you learned nothing, and very specifically, you learned nothing about understanding, comprehending, and taking into account the way other people feel and are affected by your actions. And you certainly know jack shit about the mentality of rape survivors. And as someone who has dealt with specific traumatic life events because other people are selfish and gross assholes who only want what they want for themselves, all I can say is fuck you.

    And I literally don't care if he apologizes for the PM. It's every fucking other thing he has done that he has to apologize for. I wasn't even going to respond to your PM because the fact that you even sent it to me and only me felt like cornering. It doesn't matter if I was the only mod online either, because it was addressed to "you guys" implying more than one person should be seeing it. What fucking "good times" are there to even think about right now? You DON'T care about the fucking community. YOU HAVE SAID THIS BEFORE. Numerous times. ALL YOU WANT is to be able to post about The Simpsons.

    I'm not interested in repairing the bridge to nowhere, sorry.
  6. Ryan's Avatar
    I don't care much about the PM either, it's mostly the attitude behind that like you said.

    Panth, I'm going to leave on the same note I came in with: you are selfish and pathetic. When you're interested in growing up, then seek us again.
  7. Financial Panther's Avatar
    So...if I don't need to apologize for that PM, then it's the stuff I already apologized for that I still need to apologize for. But I don't know how to do it any better than I already did. I've tried to take into account how other people feel, and I gave multiple apologies and showed remorse that I made people feel bad. Like I said, (you're not the only ones who feel exhausted repeating yourselves), I don't see what any other apologies would accomplish, even if I was somehow able to do them "better," because you've already made up your minds about me and my reasons for apologizing.
  8. Torrens's Avatar
    Panther, just leave. Just fucking leave and don't come back. We don't want you here.
  9. pax's Avatar
    good thing this blog will eventually die and you'll be just a remnant.

    bye bye
  10. Shaunbadia's Avatar
    Christ, this blog was quite the shitshow to slog through.

    Panther, there's no point in me contributing anything of worth here because more than enough people have done so at this point and it really can't be made any clearer than it already has both in this blog, on Tinychat, and in several threads prior. Your head is lodge firmly up your own ass and it's obvious that will never change if after all this time you've failed to understand why people aren't just willing to forgive and forget so easily and are just scrambling for any shortcut you can find to get back to posting about SImps.

    Banning you from The Simpsons section until you learn your lesson was a fucking fantastic decision on the part of the mods and I applaud them for it.
  11. Financial Panther's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Torrens
    Panther, just leave. Just fucking leave and don't come back. We don't want you here.
    What? Can't you tell I'm trying to heed the advice you gave in here? I directly asked about something you said and STILL haven't received an answer.

    Also, don't you think I'd like to leave? I'd like nothing better than to get the hell away from this toxic community and have said for a long time that I would leave once the show was over. But there is no other good place online to discuss Simpsons. Reddit is terrible, as I have said multiple times, and ATS is barely active.
    Updated 11-15-2016 at 03:53 PM by Financial Panther
  12. Financial Panther's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Shaunbadia
    Your head is lodge firmly up your own ass and it's obvious that will never change if after all this time you've failed to understand why people aren't just willing to forgive and forget so easily and are just scrambling for any shortcut you can find to get back to posting about SImps.
    ONCE AGAIN, I am not asking for people to forgive me! I know that would be asking a lot! I'm trying to show people that I feel bad for what I did and wish they'd realize that, but I know that's not going to happen because nobody is going to change their mind about me no matter what I do. I could craft the most well-written, sincere apology ever and you wouldn't buy it because OH HE JUST WANTS TO GO BACK AND POST. HE DOESN'T MEAN IT.
  13. pilcrow's Avatar
    People have said this over and over again but since you haven't taken it to heart, here it is AGAIN - it doesn't just come down to what you say. You can't apologize once and keep pointing back to it as if that was all you needed to make good with everyone, you have to show that you meant it through your following actions and words. An apology, no matter how well-written and sincere, doesn't mean shit if you don't follow through on it. Besides, you've spent this whole blog defending yourself and claiming that everyone else blew it out of proportion, without even one sentence taking responsibility and accountability for what you did and said, and every time you're called out, you defend it with "well they wouldn't believe me!" Doesn't matter. If you're not even willing to say it in the first place, why should anyone even begin to consider forgiveness?
  14. Ryan's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Financial Panther
    Also, don't you think I'd like to leave? I'd like nothing better than to get the hell away from this toxic community and have said for a long time that I would leave once the show was over. But there is no other good place online to discuss Simpsons. Reddit is terrible, as I have said multiple times, and ATS is barely active.
    tough shit then, bro

    deal with it
  15. comeau's Avatar
    i mean you can't even discuss simpsons here so why not leave?
  16. Financial Panther's Avatar
    Because I'm trying to fix things so I can talk about it again. I'm not just going to give up.

    All right, I have gotten rid of that address list you all detest. It is gone and I will never speak of it again. I understand that it frightened some of you, and I am sorry that happened. Like Simpsons, addresses are an interest of mine, but not nearly to the extent of Simpsons, so I can stand to part with it. I deleted that to show you that I'm serious about trying to change myself. I am a flawed human, but I try to get better little by little. I make mistakes, some larger than others, and I do my best to make up for them, even though I don't always know how. I wish I had never started all of this, but I did and I have to live with the consequences. This is not an appeal for forgiveness; as I've said, I'm not looking for that. I just want others to know that I'm ashamed about what I said. I didn't realize that many people here were affected by unwilling sexual experiences and were thus more traumatized by what I said. I didn't think people would be; truth be told, I didn't really think people would care at all about what I said. I was wrong in every sense of the word. I'm sure my naïveté played a part in this, but this has shown me that many people, especially women, struggle with these experiences. As a male, it's hard for me to relate to that, but this has opened my eyes to the plights many women face that I don't think about. I will never say anything like this again; you have my word.
  17. comeau's Avatar
    well you should give up because they aren't letting you back into the simps section. and for good reason.

    by all means keep crying here though
  18. comeau's Avatar
    life's a bitch huh
  19. comeau's Avatar
    i mean the only thing you care about is getting us off your back so you can talk about cartoons. you just said it, after several pages of people telling you they don't want you here because they don't feel you are sincere. so yeah, you still haven't found your heart mr. grinch.
  20. Insomnia's Avatar
    can't discuss the simps and now you have no address list. what are you going to do with your life now, just correct peoples grammar?
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