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  1. one month clean

    hey guys tomorrow it will have been one month exactly since the last time i smoked weed. when i have more time i'll explain why i haven't been on much. still, considering how much i used to smoke, one month is pretty good i'd say. had a drug test today and when i was told i was clean i hadn't been so happy in a while. it's been rough sometimes but it's nice to have a clear head and not worry "Hm, will I get a chance to smoke today??"
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  2. disregard

    nevermind

    Updated 07-16-2014 at 09:11 AM by Walid

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  3. Can Someone Help Me...

    ...get to the bottom of why I make really terribly idiotic decisions? Please?

    I made a decision on the whole "Ohio/California" decision from last week and like usual, I feel like I made the wrong one. Why do I do these things? Why am i not capable of waiting? If I had waited.... but no, now I'm out of the mission for 2 months. Days, it's not bad because I can still eat at the mission, just have to leave when I'm done. But I called in to work today and so that's probably ...
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  4. Decision Making Time

    I was gonna make this a thread but I figured a blog post would suffice, since it's been a while.

    Basically, I'm saving up money to leave my state, at least for a little while. Late last year I had the idea to save up money and take a summer trip to California, because it's my dream state and I've always wanted to live there. I still do, but I have a feeling it's going to take a lot longer than I would've liked, so I probably would wanna go there later in my life. I wanna LIVE there, ...
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  5. I'm Becoming a Monk

    ...OK, not really.

    BUT... I am leaving this site.

    First off, hello nohomers' members. I am awake. I am at peace. Lemme explain what has happened.

    As you all know, I live at a shelter now. Everyday we have chapel 2-3 times. Talking about Jesus and God. Touchy subjects for me, because as a kid I was pretty religious, but as I grew older, I didn't really know what to believe or think.

    Then, at chapel, I listened to people talk about how ...
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