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  1. New Project

    I'm going through a list of titles in my head, and so far "Legacy" sounds like the best, but...

    Anyway, new show idea:

    Steve Kovitz used to be a hardened criminal. He was homeless for a period of time, and, not wanting to be, resorted to a life of crime to get out of his homeless shelter, and make a fortune. His plans worked. He did many bad things, but he was highly intelligent and got away with it all. When he made enough to get out of being homeless, he ...
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  2. Soundtrack to my Life

    I've got some issues that nobody can see, and all of these emotions are pouring out of me...

    Soundtrack to my Life, Kid Cudi. One of my favorite songs. Those two verses right there speak to me a lot. As you all know, I've been thinking long and hard about whether or not I wanna stay in this program. I'm tired of flip-flopping and trying to convince myself that this is what I want. That's just it; if I'm trying to convince myself of that, then it can't be. My friend is picking me up ...
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  3. When The Going Gets Tough...

    ...The tough get going?

    Nah.

    I DO want to go home. I DO miss my friends and family. But, I gotta stick through this. One bad test= runaway? Nope. It means do better and study harder.

    I'm happy that I've gone a decent amount of time without smoking and drinking. I'm happy of the progress I'm making. Sure, certain people are being dicks, but... we're all dicks in a way. I just gotta do what I gotta do. Not running away when things get tough. I can hang ...
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  4. Thoughts of Failure Sinking In

    The first test I took I got a 95 on it. We had one today and I don't know percentage, but I know I failed. I feel really bad now. The truth is starting to be revealed about how badly I suck at tests and I'm not sure this is worth it. I want a job and to be able to make money. Learning/studying the bible really doesn't interest me much. I may be done with the program. Thoughts? Stick it out? I need to make a decision fast. I haven't been as happy as I thought I would. My main thing was wanting to ...
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  5. Why I'm Doing This (The Program)

    I've mentioned 'The Program' quite a bit recently, and to some, it may seem odd to do. Why would anyone want to stay in a mission pretty much all day and night for 6+ months, only being allowed to leave a certain number of hours each week or going places with the supervisors?

    Well, let's see. If I wasn't here, where would I be? Probably in Holland, getting stoned and/or drunk with the money I did have. I hate saying it, but that's who I was. A pothead drunk. Do I want to get out and ...
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