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It's good to be back.

As I already mentioned in my previous blog post, I have been having some family issues. Well, it would be more apt to say Father issues. Why must I be cursed with an arsehole of a father? He comes in drunk, all the time, starting arguments over things that doesn't even concern him! He makes me so angry, mainly because of his homophobic and racist opinions, and the fact that he treats us like shit. Thursday was the last straw, threatening to kill us over something that didn't concern him (the Hob went wrong?!)... I nudged him to say "get out the house" and because of him being drink, he flipped around, ran head-first into a door and broke his finger. At first, I was worried for him, but after trying to help him, but recieving nothing but abuse, I honestly couldn't care about him anymore. So through the weekend, I was going through much deliberation about if to leave home or not. In the end, my Mum made a deal and said that "if he starts again, then he's out" so that'll be ok. I didn't leave in the end, because I realised that money is way too tight, and I wouldn't be able to afford to live on what I am getting at the moment. One things for certain though -- I am never talking to him again.

Sorry about that... I just needed to get it off my chest lol.

Thanks for reading...take care
-merzitar