let's liven things up
YOUR LAST CLEAR CHANCE FOR FANTASTIC SAVINGS
I have a new plan I wanna run past y'all, since you guys have been so helpful in trying to help me overcome this obstacle life has thrown at me. Thank you.
Anyway, yesterday I talked to my mom, and I mentioned how I'm getting screwed over. She's coming down here next weekend so her and I can talk. I'm telling her how fucked it is over here and am gonna ask if I Can move up with her. If not, no worry. I have a new plan, which, while it isn't ideal... it still sure as fuck beats living
Emotionally. I'm broken. I can't do this anymore. I can't. A couple weeks ago the prospect of moving to a hotel, and then to a new house and getting a new job seemed exciting, but what's the point. I've had the same job for almost 2 fucking years, and how much money do I have to show for it? ZERO. Sure, some of it is my fault and I can admit that; I shouldn't drink as much or smoke. That's been fucking me up financially.
But it's more than that. I can't do this. I can't keep living
Last night, I was chilling with Darin and a couple of his friends. Well, one was a friend, the other was a friend of the friend. Both girls- one named Kim, the other Carrie.
Kim bought a couple 5ths of vodka. It was iced tea Burnett's, and it's fucking good. Two of those between 4 people= pretty buzzed. It was the drunkest I'd been in a while, but unlike previous times, I didn't get sick which was great.
Anyway, we were all playing some drinking card game, when I was
I'm probably going to be doing blogs daily, or at the least, a lot more. For one it's good for relieving stress; I got a lot off my chest in my last blog and it felt really damn good. I know I'm not the most interesting person ever or anything, so here's a summary of what my upcoming blogs will be about:
-upcoming tv show episodes or movies I'm excited for
-how my day was
-any bullshit that I need to vent over
basically stuff like that.